One of the lessons I keep having to learn is the lesson of wherever I am on the Earth, I am home.
The first time this lesson really hit me was on the PCT. I emerged from the tunnel under Interstate 10 in Southern California and needed a place to sleep so I could get my package at the post office. The post office and civilization were several miles away and I was unsure how to get there. I sort of freaked out. I felt like I absolutely had to get to the hotel that I could see in the distance otherwise, what on earth was I going to do? It was so silly because by the next morning (after getting to the hotel by taxi, sleeping there for $100 wasted dollars, and then getting to the post office) I realized already had a place to stay for the night (just like all the other previous nights): the trail.
I did it again on a recent trip. I was trying to follow a faint trail. The trail was on a steep slope and it was getting dark. I lost the trail and I could not sleep here on this slope. I started to freak out. How would I ever find the trail and get down into the canyon where I was supposed to be? I looked at the topo on my GPS and saw I was not far from what appeared to be a flat spot on the topo, so I bushwhacked my way up to it and found a flat spot to set up my camp. Then I spent the whole night worrying because I wasn’t where I wanted to be and wasn’t sure how to get there. In the morning I realized, duh, what’s the problem? I’m comfortable, I’m safe, warm and dry, I have a flat spot to sleep, on on the Earth and I know where I am and in the morning I will solve my problem like I always do. Why do I freak out?
When will I ever learn this lesson?
What lessons do you keep having to learn?

