Oh come on, surely you don't think I have anything against BPL? I wasn't "whining", as Ben referred to both his and my first posts, but evaluating what the worth, as an ultralight enthusiast, would be to continue with the membership here, since, as a contributing and paying member surely the money I pay should go toward something that brings me some benefit. People have suggested that paying the 20+ dollars is nothing towards helping to keep the BPL business alive, but it's not as if this is a non-profit organization interested in helping me purely out of altruistic desires. It's a business, primarily concerned with making money, and therefore I feel that when I do pay something here it is not a donation, but a payment into something that I, too, will get something out of. If I feel the articles and discounts no longer provide me with the education that I came here primarily for, what reason is there for me to continue paying up?
The main reason is that I really like and love participating in the community here. I've made some friends and sometimes just like gabbing with them for the sheer fun of talking with friends who share the same interests. Thing is, I don't need membership for that. But I also feel that, as someone whose whole way of backpacking and traveling was changed in great part by what I learned here at BPL I would really like to see BPL survive. And that means giving something worth chewing on for the longer term members who need more than the repeated introductions to lightweight packing and such.
The problem with BPL and why these questions come up annually is that so often the articles come around to feeling incomplete and rehashed. I have been receiving the printed magazine Orion Nature Quarterly for over twenty years and have never once felt it didn't provide what I am paying and looking for. But I look at BPL and wonder when the last time was that I read something that helped me learn more and push my boundaries more. Gear comparisons just aren't enough for me, because gear can only do so much. A lot of promises were made by the BPL staff over the change in the online magazine content, but we never saw it. We didn't even get to read the final report on and evaluation of the Arctic 1000 expedition and the gear used. There was a short spurt last year after a similar thread to this one got the ball rolling for a while, but it soon petered out.
I don't think I am unreasonable or unfriendly or rude in the way I voice my expectations of the magazine. I don't think I am acting like a spoiled child either. I am simply voicing my concern about BPL's future and about having at least some of my needs met when paying for membership. I'd like to continue with BPL, but only if I get satisfaction out of it, too, not just newcomers.

