OK to start my pack is heavy these days but I can't place my discomfort with just my gear. My main problem is with my body.
While I was in the Marines I could do anything I wanted physically. I was a grunt and proud of it. Being a machine gunner meant my combat load was never lighter than 65 pounds which was not fun but I could handle it.
It has been ten years since I got out and it shows. What I do these days is not working for me so I am totally changing my lifestyle. I don't want to spend my free time on the couch anymore. I want to be out there living life. I loved running races and I am going to do what needs to be done so I can run a 5k this summer.
Now I'm not expecting to turn into a Andy Skurka overnight. I just want to hike with a light pack and body. Oh and maybe when I'm getting dressed it would be nice to not get grossed out if I glance at the mirror. I don't have a desired weight I want to be I just want an active lifestyle until I die of natural causes instead of causes due to weight and unhealthy choices. I am the master of my destiny!







