I live where I grew up, in Southern California near the Los Padres National Forest.
When I was younger, I went backpacking without a tent a lot. I have friends who go without a tent. I went out this weekend with someone who went without a tent. Even though her pack looked very large and she has nothing that would fall under the ultralight umbrella, her pack weighed the same as mine. One way to go light is to leave things at home, which is how I used to do it before I found out about all the great things you can buy that didn’t come from K-mart.
She thought it was funny that I brought a tarp to sleep under. Why not sleep under the stars? Well, I kind of don’t like it anymore. Recent times I can remember sleeping under the stars I felt like I would fall into the nothingness of the sky. When the wind blows I worry about my things blowing away or having sand stick to my teeth. A small breeze is fine but sustained wind makes me feel vulnerable. I also don’t like to wake up with heavy dew all over my sleeping bag. And even a tarp will hold in about 10 degrees of warmth and block a lot of wind and dew.
Even so, it really is kind of silly. It’s not necessary on a beautiful night to hide under a piece of fabric. Perhaps I have gotten too soft. Or maybe I’ve gotten too conformist because these forums are full of people who live in rain forests and places with bad weather and because people with superior experience and prudent caution have brow-beaten me on internet forums for my dangerous, fool-hardy unpreparedness in the past. And also my own travels have taken me out of the Los Padres into lands with afternoon showers and hail and perpetual mists and weather reports that lie incorrectly. Dammit, when the weatherman says 20% chance of rain it’s supposed to mean “please let me say something other than ‘night and morning low clouds and fog giving way to partial clearing by the afternoon'”, not “it’s going to rain 20% of the time.”
I have slept out many times without a tent throughout my life. In the wind (up on the edge at Mission Pine Spring with a cold fog blasting in from the valley below), in the dew (in the Piedras Blancas area), cowering from mosquitoes with a head net (on Hurricane Deck–why on earth there???). Or those times with the Magellan bed-top mosquito net I finally bought to tolerate the flies (at Schoolhouse and Lost Valley.) Or that time it started to rain so I pulled out the poncho that lived unused at the bottom of my pack for years, and then it turned out to be torn to shreds and wouldn’t have worked anyway, but oh well, it stopped raining so it’s fine (at the Cowboy camp on Lost Valley). That was the closest call.
And what about that tube tent we tried to sleep in when we were girls one El Niño spring? That thing didn’t work at all. What good is a tent if it doesn’t keep you dry? Better than a tent is a weather report from a weatherman whose lies you understand. Or a cave like that one you found on San Jacinto.
People have been shocked at my risk-taking. It seemed normal at the time. I took their alarmism to heart, made sure I had a tent or a tarp so I could feel responsible and safe, and since then have been very grateful to have one. But have I gotten soft? Have I become a tropical bird that lives its life below the canopy instead of above it and cowers in fear of the open sky? Hawks might find me. Blackness might swallow me. I might float away.
I don’t have a point. Just been thinking about this today.

